Okay, well, we have been evicted from the apartment and are no longer living there. Also, my mother's ex-bf is out of the picture for awhile....
sadly she and him plan to work something out when they both can afford a new apartment... so most likely I'll be put through hell... again.

11 days after our move and our settlement at my grandmother's, I finally have my internet back so I am easily able to check up on stuff again!

However, while being here, it's hard to do anything without hawks watching you. AKA, my family.

It's even come down to my mom picking me up from school because she wants me straight home and doesn't allow me to relax or be by myself for awhile.

I don't like being home when I have so much going on, especially if you stay in school for almost 12 hours straight.

So... I'm trying to take every opportunity I can to get out of my house.
I don't care about the weather, I don't care about where I am, I don't care about the people I'll hang out with, I just don't wanna be held down here when my mom and I are beginning to argue.

So! I might just go to school, come home, get my iPod, and leave so I can swing with my music because that's what I have been doing as of late; just going to the park and swing until it's around 9:30pm or so.

It relaxes me, despite wanting to just break down because I'm beating myself over some of the emotions I've been having.

So... yeah... it does relax me. It relaxes me to be swinging in the dark of night, the fresh air brushing against me, the music streaming through my ears, and a clear mind that just sings along with the music.

It's the only way I can runaway for now...